Jon Bellion – Human
There’s someone gorgeous in my bed tonight
Yet I’m still petrified that I’ll die alone
There’s someone gorgeous in my bed tonight
Yet I’m still petrified that I’ll die alone
I don’t fantasize, I make movies
I just did a dose of Percocet with some strippers
I just poured this lean in my cup like it’s liquor
I just need a whole lot of drugs in my system
I just tried acid for the first time, I feel good
I get it how I live it
I live it how I get it
How you gone critique me, you industry
I’m in the streets, you out the streets
I murk the streets and murk the beat
I’m Hercules, no murkin’ me
Why me? Oh-why oh-why-oh why me?
Why do I look up and see my feet? Am I rising?
But why do my peak look like it’s out of my reach?
Why can’t I trust what I see?
Up against the trials of life, sometimes it ain’t right
Through all of my pain and strife, I focused upon the light
Though I may lose my way, I’m up for the fight
In hopes of a brighter day for children of the night
If you were worried ’bout where
I been or who I saw or
What club I went to with my homies
Baby, don’t worry
You know that you got me
Ice Cube on a Friday,
Chris Tucker on a Friday,
Michael Cera on a Friday,
Jonah Hill on a Friday
I do this shit for my mama, my mama told me don’t forget ’bout my roots
There’s a starman waiting in the sky
He’d like to come and meet us
But he thinks he’d blow our minds
There’s a starman waiting in the sky
He’s told us not to blow it
Cause he knows it’s all worthwhile
Every time I see her out, I see the hate in her face
Like why you do that?
Tell her you love her when next week you just want your space
Why you do, why you do that?
Tell her you want her but next week you do your own thing
Why you do, why you do that?
I can’t explain it but just know it working for me
She text me “I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you”
But how the fuck can you hate me?
When I ain’t did shit, but be the real thang
She know I’m the real, that’ll never change
I never been the one to try to explain
While you catch them feels I’mma sip on this drank, it’s easing my brain
I work the pen to make the ink transform
On any particular surface the pen lands on
Zaakir is hands on, what’s the beef?
The Cooley High Cochise high post techniques
I drape off poetic landscapes and shapes
Illustrate the paper space off the pens that paint
Then design what have a National Geographic a magic
With tailor-made status and plus flavor that’s automatic
Beef rap, could lead to getting teeth capped
Or even a wreath for ma dukes on some grief crap
I suggest you change your diet
It can lead to high blood pressure if you fry it
Or even a stroke, heart attack, heart disease
It ain’t no starting back once arteries start to squeeze
Take the easy way out phony, until then
They know they wouldn’t be talking that bologna in the bullpen
Yo, listen up, here’s a story
About a little guy that lives in a blue world
And all day and all night and everything he sees is just blue
Like him inside and outside
Blue his house with a blue little window and a blue Corvette
And everything is blue for him
And his self and everybody around
‘Cause he ain’t got nobody to listen (to listen)
Come Mr. DJ song pon de replay
Come Mr. DJ won’t you turn the music up
All de gal pon de dance floor wantin some more
Come Mr. DJ won’t you turn the music up
Come Mr. DJ song pon de replay
Come Mr. DJ won’t you turn the music up
All de gal pon de dance floor wantin some more
Come Mr. DJ won’t you turn the music up
I did some charity today for the kids
But I’m used to it cause all y’all charity cases
All y’all stare in my face in hopes you could be the replacement
I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know
Everything that shine ain’t always gonna be gold
I’ll be fine once I get it, get it in, I’ll be good
I walk light so I don’t piss the ground off
I’ve been tryna tell a different story
Find balance and I’m tippin’ off
And tell grandma I be with her shortly
I won’t panic when they send her for me
Cause I ain’t got time for feelin’ sorry
I gotta be on point when duty call
And I’m prolly the worst person to get involved with
These shoulders is not for you to sniffle on
Watch the wall collide with my fist
Mostly over problems that I know I should fix
Focused so I know my skin tone is a cliff
We on the edge and they hopin’ we slip
I had to ask moms what I owed to this shit, she said “Nothin'”
She asked me ’bout them old times both of us miss, I said nothin’
She asked me if I’m smokin’ again
I told her that I prolly gotta go in a bit
All about my cheese; cheddar, mozzarella, provolone
I can feel the weight of what you say
I had explanations for days
Don’t think you’re the only one that’s sane
It seems like we’re not on the same page
All I do is think when I’m away
Colors burst and all I see are shapes
Sun goes away and that’s when I call your name
She’s here for good, and I’m here to stay
I’m never comin’ home now, all alone now
Can’t let my bros down, can’t let my bros down
I feel like I’m a no one, that’s what they told me
I’ma show ya, baby, I was chosen, ayy
R.I.P. Lil Peep, I gotta slow down on them Xans
Look what was handed us, fathers abandoned us
When we get them hammers, go on, call the ambulance
Sometimes I feel no one in this world understands us
But we don’t care what people say
I hustle the first to the first
Yeah, now if you let me, you won’t regret me
Shit, if you let me, you won’t forget me
Remember? And if you don’t then ponder
Hold up, pow-pow, there’s a reminder
I ain’t kinda hot, I’m sauna
I sweat money, and the bank is my shower
Haha, and that pistol is my towel
Haha, so stop sweating me coward
And I would, die for ours
Ride for hours, supply the flowers
This is history in the making
Now shut the f… up and let me make it
And you’ve blessed me with the best gift
That I’ve ever known
You give me purpose
Yeah, you’ve given me purpose
I apologize, our love was one for the ages and I contained us
And all this ratchet shit and we more expansive
Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
Or sleep with our back turned
We supposed to vacay ’til our backs burn
We’re supposed to laugh ’til our heart stops
And then meet in a space where the dark stop
And let love light the way
Why do I find it so hard to love you?
When I know in my heart that I want to?
I’ve been putting you down when you aren’t around
I’m letting you down every day
I’ve been messing around when you’re out of town
Why do I keep on running away?
Now my phone blowin’ up like ring
Like ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring!
That Kevin Durant, I’m a champion
Check the numbers, I’m a champion
Work, work, work, work, work
Bored and getting desperate as hell
Cellular not amusing and I hope someone will
Message me with some plans that are amusing as well
Cause I haven’t seen the exit of these walls since before this morning
Steven Seagal (mhm)
“Hard To Kill” (mhm)
And I don’t have much
But I take all I got
And that’s what I give
What I get in return
Is the money I earn
And the life I live
I’m so gone
As I burn after rolling
And float on…